There is something in the way
You're always somewhere else
Feelings have deserted me
To a point of no return
So the light fades out
And you're so close to lose it

Don't you slip away from me
It's you I live for
Don't you leave no
Don't you slip away from me
Apocalyptica - Faraway Vol2

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For my dear friend Anu, for her birthday

Over a long period of time, something new. I have missed my art so much but there has been no possibility for me as all my time has gone to studies and it will go this way long. But I managed to stole some moments of borrowed time and create this.

First it did not had to be anything like that. A totally different, totally other idea. All I knew was that it will be my present for the only friend in childhood I have left. I know she loves that kind of dark and fantasy mixture, maybe those works most of us would call cliché, so I took my risk and started one. But on one point, I just was not happy with it as it was - too cliché. Not much original, not much I would be proud of. I did not loved the colors (it was much much more monochromatic) and I almost felt that I am not able to create nothing but luckily I found my way over, changed the idea a bit and instead of rainy desperate scene it became an autumn, full of wind and colors, powerful sky. I needed colors.. I love colors...

What I wanted to portray? Yes, first it was autumn surely. I wanted it to look stormy, windy, cold... All the things I had around me. But I love autumn, the power of nature, trees turning colorful and those storms. I am hopeless dreamer but yes - for me, there is beauty. I wanted to portray that. But it is not only the nature who can be powerful. The full potential of human heart is hardly known and we can do things noone expects from us, if we are despair. So maybe there is that little despair too. As autumn is end of something, part of the circle of year. And I am sure I am not the only one who have lost someone they loved in autumn. So, this is a little bit of trying to hold on of all fading and passing, keep that.

It is about dreams, hopes and keeping impossible, trying to hold what is already gone, stop things we have no power. But do we stop because we know it is impossible? No.. because human nature keeps us going.. keeps us believing.

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