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So, almost month ago (how fast time flies) I got the second result of my scholarship and that moment it was sure that I can go and spend my next year in Belfast.. So.. I will be going for that great university for a year, will have a magnificent experience of living on my own in unfamiliar city, see and experience things I would never thought I could.. I mean, living a year aboard, totally different environment, people.. nature.. I am so waiting to seeing the mountains and coastline and all that. And I am exacting of the whole thing..

I most confess I am little scared too. I mean. I have been sharing an apartment with my sister and even if we were "alone" it was never totally alone and who knows.. I hope I will be fine but just.. some doubt.. and I am very excited about living in a different city and aboard and all that.. but it's Belfast.. I know how vibrant and how much culture there is and all that..but people here have that past hunting and when I was submitting one of my scholarship forms the Dean looked and asked me where I wish to go and I said to Belfast and he said to me: "Brave girl". I was little surprised but when my mum learned about my wishes, she was like.. "Omg.. why there.." and then I had to do a little calm down latest history lesson explaining that Belfast is greatest ever now and only getting better.. and that university is really high level, great subject (oo.. I specially love spring semester subjects.. and getting one paper from my academic supervisor he looked at the list and said that he wishes he could get one of those subjects I will be studying)

So.. I am all energetic and excited as I finally know what I will be doing next year (I hated the period when I did not know if I will finish this June or will not.. and therefore I did not know where I will be next year.. Will I be here and can I give the lecture I gave this year or I will be in Belfast and therefore out of that teaching thing.. I am really sad about that..).. And the whole idea of leaving my family and friends and being far away.. and my job and all that..

Just wanted to let you know about all that. Doing my little research on things to see around Belfast and places to visit.. And one of my favourites singers will have a concert in Belfast, so I will be able to see him singing too. That's great. And a lot of flying is waiting me.. (oh.. let's hope my flying fear is not permanent..) Choosing where to live in Belfast, getting to know with the map and streets and public transport system.. love the learning of all those things.. and planning.

So to sum up.. very happy me.. Enjoying summer. Have some art ideas but sadly nothing finished.. I do not know.. I thought one point that I might be depressive as I had lost all interest in things I loved.. I have tried to battle them back.. and I really wish to do art..but the time.. I am just so scared on the amount of time it takes..

Enjoyed reading some great books. "The Arkaelyon Chronicles"  was great fantasy serie.. and "Seven Pillars of Wisdom" by T. E. Lawrence was something really exciting and thought provoking.. Now I wish to get my hands on new George R.R. Martin book. Some people here said they have it.. but I did searching in bookstores online pages.. nothing.. :S Have to wait.. And probably should go and see latest Harry Potter. I missed first part of the last book.. so, dvd renting and then cinema..